第143章 我以为你不要我了
医院的走廊嘈声不断，空气里不断分泌出药品和医疗器械的气味，令人感到紧张和不安。
姜允三步並作两步走，真到了科主任办公室，她又顿下了脚步。
在害怕什么呢。
在害怕推开门的瞬间不见他。
再三做了心理建设后，姜允曲起手，在门前轻鬆敲了敲。
“师嫂。”就在她搭上门把手的时候，陈令穿著白大褂走了过来：“你是来找师哥？”
他眼底闪过一丝不解。
“嗯。”姜允眼眸陡然亮了起来：“他在吗？”
她咬紧了唇瓣，期待的感觉溢满心房。
“师哥已经很多天不来医院了，你不知道吗？”
陈令眼神顿了顿，不应该啊，师哥和师嫂感情向来很好，难道是吵架了。
姜允安静的站在原地，深藏著无力感。
“你知道他去哪儿了吗？”她声音很轻，脸上的情绪却是平淡至极。
“师嫂，这我还真不知道。”陈令很是诚恳：“不过师兄一般都说医院公司两头跑，你可以去江氏看看。”
就算师哥师嫂吵架了， 他还是希望他们能够好好沟通，自己也只能帮到这了。
“陈令，谢谢你。”姜允抑制不住的激动，说完这句话转身离开医院。
医院门口
周言靠著车身吐著烟圈，模样有些失神。
一想到她布满泪痕的脸，心就像被针扎一样生疼。
视线里出现一抹倩影，远处姜允匆匆匆朝这边奔来，白皙的小脸因为焦急而涨得通红。
想到她不喜欢烟，周言掐灭了菸头，从车里拿出一瓶水递到她面前：“喝吧。”
姜允摆了摆手，呼吸急促而混乱：“不喝了，走吧。”
说罢，她紧忙走到副驾开门，见男人还站在原地一动不动，姜允默了一秒：“抱歉，如果你有事的话就去忙吧，不用送我。”
她鬆开门把手的那一刻，周言上了主驾：“上车。”
他把水塞进姜允手里后，踩下油门：“再急渴了也要喝水，任何时候，爱自己永远是第一位。”
她確实渴了，也没在矫情。
道了谢，打开矿泉水喝了起来。
周言的手隨意地搭在方向盘上：“你的车我让助理送到你公司。”
“谢谢。”她再次说。
除了谢谢，姜允不知道还能跟他说什么。
周言握著方向盘，低笑了声。
她每说一句谢谢，就是在对自己疏离一分。
细碎的阳光透过车窗洒在他的脸上，更衬儒雅与沉稳。
“你一天要说几次谢，实在过意不去，我不介意你支付车费。”周言试图开个玩笑来减轻她的心理负担。
“好啊。”姜允侧过头，嘴角不自觉的上扬：“不过周总的时间那么宝贵，我很怀疑自己能不能支付得起。”
她终於笑了。
周言的心情也跟著愉悦了几分：“给你打折，友情价。”
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只要她开心，哪怕那个能让她开心的人不是他也没关係。
宾利停在了江氏门口，男人镜片后的眸光很柔。
“去吧，总裁办在72楼，阿靳应该在那。”他的语调温和。
“周言，谢……”
“打住。”周言一副资本家的架势：“別以为你说谢谢我就会免你车费，记得转给我。”
“好。”姜允忍不住笑：“司机周，再见。”
下车后，她给周言转了一笔钱。
奈何那笔钱，对方迟迟没点收款。
——
江氏集团的大厦矗立於城市之巔，直衝云霄。
宏伟的建筑不仅是在高度上惊人，更是实力与卓越地位的象徵。
“女士，你要去几楼？”前台微頷首，轻声问道。
“72楼。”
“请问有预约吗？”
“没有。”姜允温和一笑：“能帮我通报一下吗，我叫姜允。”
五分钟后，前台帮她刷了电梯卡並按下了72层。
七十二层是总裁办公室，整个楼层都被铺上了一层厚厚的消音地毯，隔绝了外界的喧囂与嘈杂。
当姜允踏入这个区域时，几乎听不到任何脚步声。
“姜小姐。”江靳的助理走了过来，唇边盈著温和从容的笑。
姜允点点头：“江靳呢？”
“江总在办公室休息。”助理微弯著腰：“他还不知道你过来，前台打电话说有位姓姜的女士找，我猜就是您。”
江总最近那么累，应该也很想见到女朋友吧。
所以他擅自作主让前台放行。
姜允站在门前，深吸一口气后推开了厚重的总裁办公室大门。
就在这一剎那间，一股异常浓郁的烟味猛地向她扑面袭来。
姜允眉间轻轻一拧，走了进去。
那个日日夜夜的男人此刻正躺在黑色真皮沙发上。
他仿佛睡著了，利落的短髮变得有些凌乱，看著比平时少了几分锋芒。
只是他好像睡得不安稳，眉宇间有道浅浅的沟壑，像是有什么东西在困扰著他。
姜允忍不住伸手想扶平他拧在一起的眉，在看到男人眼底疲惫的霎那，她放下了手。
他有多久没好好休息了。
沙发上的江靳动了动，睁开眼的瞬间脑袋里一片空白。
他搓了搓眼睛，目光在姜允身上停留片刻，立马坐了起来：“你怎么来了？”
语气里带著一丝斥责。
“我不能来吗？”她身体一僵，长睫轻轻地颤著，听这口气，他好像不希望她来。
“没有。”江靳担心她乱想，伸手就把坐在桌子前的女人往怀里拢。
在她的侧脸亲了又亲，娇得不知如何是好。
“那么多天没联繫上你，你知不知道我会担心。”熟悉的乌木香让姜允鼻子一酸，眸中浮出一层雾气。
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可看到男人布满血丝的眼睛，终是不忍责备。
“对不起。”江靳低头，內疚的看著这个令自己心疼不已的女人，小心翼翼地拭去她眼角的泪。
他慢慢地凑近姜允，动作轻柔得如同微风拂过湖面。
最终，薄唇落在了掛著泪痕的眼角处，一点一点地吻掉为他而流的泪水。
“我以为你不要我了。”
姜允三步並作两步走，真到了科主任办公室，她又顿下了脚步。
在害怕什么呢。
在害怕推开门的瞬间不见他。
再三做了心理建设后，姜允曲起手，在门前轻鬆敲了敲。
“师嫂。”就在她搭上门把手的时候，陈令穿著白大褂走了过来：“你是来找师哥？”
他眼底闪过一丝不解。
“嗯。”姜允眼眸陡然亮了起来：“他在吗？”
她咬紧了唇瓣，期待的感觉溢满心房。
“师哥已经很多天不来医院了，你不知道吗？”
陈令眼神顿了顿，不应该啊，师哥和师嫂感情向来很好，难道是吵架了。
姜允安静的站在原地，深藏著无力感。
“你知道他去哪儿了吗？”她声音很轻，脸上的情绪却是平淡至极。
“师嫂，这我还真不知道。”陈令很是诚恳：“不过师兄一般都说医院公司两头跑，你可以去江氏看看。”
就算师哥师嫂吵架了， 他还是希望他们能够好好沟通，自己也只能帮到这了。
“陈令，谢谢你。”姜允抑制不住的激动，说完这句话转身离开医院。
医院门口
周言靠著车身吐著烟圈，模样有些失神。
一想到她布满泪痕的脸，心就像被针扎一样生疼。
视线里出现一抹倩影，远处姜允匆匆匆朝这边奔来，白皙的小脸因为焦急而涨得通红。
想到她不喜欢烟，周言掐灭了菸头，从车里拿出一瓶水递到她面前：“喝吧。”
姜允摆了摆手，呼吸急促而混乱：“不喝了，走吧。”
说罢，她紧忙走到副驾开门，见男人还站在原地一动不动，姜允默了一秒：“抱歉，如果你有事的话就去忙吧，不用送我。”
她鬆开门把手的那一刻，周言上了主驾：“上车。”
他把水塞进姜允手里后，踩下油门：“再急渴了也要喝水，任何时候，爱自己永远是第一位。”
她確实渴了，也没在矫情。
道了谢，打开矿泉水喝了起来。
周言的手隨意地搭在方向盘上：“你的车我让助理送到你公司。”
“谢谢。”她再次说。
除了谢谢，姜允不知道还能跟他说什么。
周言握著方向盘，低笑了声。
她每说一句谢谢，就是在对自己疏离一分。
细碎的阳光透过车窗洒在他的脸上，更衬儒雅与沉稳。
“你一天要说几次谢，实在过意不去，我不介意你支付车费。”周言试图开个玩笑来减轻她的心理负担。
“好啊。”姜允侧过头，嘴角不自觉的上扬：“不过周总的时间那么宝贵，我很怀疑自己能不能支付得起。”
她终於笑了。
周言的心情也跟著愉悦了几分：“给你打折，友情价。”
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只要她开心，哪怕那个能让她开心的人不是他也没关係。
宾利停在了江氏门口，男人镜片后的眸光很柔。
“去吧，总裁办在72楼，阿靳应该在那。”他的语调温和。
“周言，谢……”
“打住。”周言一副资本家的架势：“別以为你说谢谢我就会免你车费，记得转给我。”
“好。”姜允忍不住笑：“司机周，再见。”
下车后，她给周言转了一笔钱。
奈何那笔钱，对方迟迟没点收款。
——
江氏集团的大厦矗立於城市之巔，直衝云霄。
宏伟的建筑不仅是在高度上惊人，更是实力与卓越地位的象徵。
“女士，你要去几楼？”前台微頷首，轻声问道。
“72楼。”
“请问有预约吗？”
“没有。”姜允温和一笑：“能帮我通报一下吗，我叫姜允。”
五分钟后，前台帮她刷了电梯卡並按下了72层。
七十二层是总裁办公室，整个楼层都被铺上了一层厚厚的消音地毯，隔绝了外界的喧囂与嘈杂。
当姜允踏入这个区域时，几乎听不到任何脚步声。
“姜小姐。”江靳的助理走了过来，唇边盈著温和从容的笑。
姜允点点头：“江靳呢？”
“江总在办公室休息。”助理微弯著腰：“他还不知道你过来，前台打电话说有位姓姜的女士找，我猜就是您。”
江总最近那么累，应该也很想见到女朋友吧。
所以他擅自作主让前台放行。
姜允站在门前，深吸一口气后推开了厚重的总裁办公室大门。
就在这一剎那间，一股异常浓郁的烟味猛地向她扑面袭来。
姜允眉间轻轻一拧，走了进去。
那个日日夜夜的男人此刻正躺在黑色真皮沙发上。
他仿佛睡著了，利落的短髮变得有些凌乱，看著比平时少了几分锋芒。
只是他好像睡得不安稳，眉宇间有道浅浅的沟壑，像是有什么东西在困扰著他。
姜允忍不住伸手想扶平他拧在一起的眉，在看到男人眼底疲惫的霎那，她放下了手。
他有多久没好好休息了。
沙发上的江靳动了动，睁开眼的瞬间脑袋里一片空白。
他搓了搓眼睛，目光在姜允身上停留片刻，立马坐了起来：“你怎么来了？”
语气里带著一丝斥责。
“我不能来吗？”她身体一僵，长睫轻轻地颤著，听这口气，他好像不希望她来。
“没有。”江靳担心她乱想，伸手就把坐在桌子前的女人往怀里拢。
在她的侧脸亲了又亲，娇得不知如何是好。
“那么多天没联繫上你，你知不知道我会担心。”熟悉的乌木香让姜允鼻子一酸，眸中浮出一层雾气。
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可看到男人布满血丝的眼睛，终是不忍责备。
“对不起。”江靳低头，內疚的看著这个令自己心疼不已的女人，小心翼翼地拭去她眼角的泪。
他慢慢地凑近姜允，动作轻柔得如同微风拂过湖面。
最终，薄唇落在了掛著泪痕的眼角处，一点一点地吻掉为他而流的泪水。
“我以为你不要我了。”